nothing everything life death open closed happy sad real fake clear cloudy end begin true false up down black white hot cold heavy light him her do don’t everything…
nothing

My mind is jumbled, I don’t understand.
Why now? What does this mean? How will this work? Who am I going to be?
I’m spinning.
Please keep going, though.
Please continue.
If it’s real, it will stick.
Don’t stop the carousel.
I know it’s real. All of it.
It’s just so unknown.
Carry me into the unknown…