Forever

His eyes, like the mirrored reflection of a shallow pond, but with a depth that is beguiling…

His lips, so soft and sweet, I could kiss them over and over for hours… days… forever…

His beard, speckled with silver, silky to the touch, but deliciously scratchy on my neck, breast, belly, …the super soft spot behind my knee…

His fingers, oh dear God, his fingers, long and slender, strong and teasing, stroking, squeezing, pinching, kneading, swirling, twirling, invading…

His manhood, the way it curves, the way it fills, the way it looks in his hands, the way it feels in mine, the way we fit, perfectly…

His strength, as a man, as a lover, as a father, brother, son, friend and absolutely, as a husband, never weak or absent, always available, for anything…

His brain, so intelligent, filled with knowledge of depths I’ll never penetrate, makes our son smarter, me richer, the world better, every day…

His wit, childlike, at times, easy and fun, and most appreciated during moments when my heart and mind are heavy, because his are never too heavy to laugh…

His hopes, …wrapped up within me, I take them everywhere, so we could never be apart, not with this beautiful part of him locked inside me…

His love, sweet, gentle, kind, open, honest, innocent, whole, not difficult, not contingent, not replaceable… mine.

His everything…
my everything…
I am his…
he is mine…
forever.

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Respite

When the hurt is overwhelming, I sink inside my mind.

In that moment, the mixture, the symphony is respite.

The soft of one, hard of the other.
The chivalry of one, demands of the other.
The gentle words of one, the harsh curses of the other.
The sweet hopes of one, the dark fantasies of the other.

It’ll never be, my dark knight in white armor. It’s just a dream.

To accept the limitations,
To enjoy the experimentations,
To tolerate the lack of ministrations,
To be at peace with adaptations.

My neediness resigned. My fantasy remains hidden. My world in reality?

Is the love enough to curse the hurt away?
Is his heart strong, can it keep mine in play?
Can the needs of our family keep my needs at bay?
Can MY heart handle this constant sway?

These chains that keep me, bind me, to a life I should hold dear, are they deformed?

The reality is simple, the fantasy complex,
The reality neglects, the fantasy expects,
The reality agrees, the fantasy objects,
The reality is limited, the fantasy reflects.

In this moment, the mixture, the symphony, is respite.

But then the hurt returns.

And I do it again.

I torture myself.

For neither has an end.

Dirty Cure

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Take me to the muddy ground, push me down, roll me around.

Knot your fingers through my hair, kiss me hard, cut off my air.

Make me feel your physical desire, press against me, fill me with fire.

Pin me into the rain soaked clay, growl and rumble your craving for play.

Grind against me, force me to beg, tease and shift, pin down my legs.

Rip and tear obstructing clothes, grin and chuckle as my humiliation grows.

Slide your strong lips across my throat, nip and bite, I’ll sing your favorite note.

Lick your way down to peaks so sweet, enjoy soft moans until teeth meet.

Make me whine, call me names, do it again, I love the pain.

Slip your fingers down my sides, glide my skirt up over my thighs.

Stroke my skin, kneed my flesh, at my hip, discover my undress.

Rise up above me to see beneath, my lack of panties, your breath released.

Rumble deep within your broad chest, sit on your haunches, relish my unrest.

Fingers tickle, torture and tease, hips rise up, “Please, Sir, Please.”

A smack, a stroke, then drive inside, my hands awaken and come alive.

Reaching for your thick, hard steel, you swat me away, “You’ll be my meal.”

Fervent lips, ardent tongue, vicious fingers, I cum, undone.

Writhing and panting, begging for more, you impale me quickly, that cock I adore.

Driving and thrusting, I hum your song, lifting and quaking, it doesn’t take long.

Own my body, bent to your will, wait not a moment, flip me for your fill.

Pounding rhythm into quivering walls, my climax explodes like Niagra Falls.

Spent, sated, I buckle under pleasure, allow me to recover, I’ll return it, without measure.

Lift me to your lap, rubbing off the mud, raindrops revealing knees with spots of blood.

With healing powers, kiss the pain away, I breath against your ear, “this is the best day.”

Sweetness turns to roughness, tenderness to gruffness.

Force me down to the ground again, right back to where we began.

But this time, I am not demure, I scream for your savage, dirty cure.

“Fuck me, Hurt me,” I demand, your palm meets my throat, “I am… I AM.”

Drilling down, through clenching descent, your release and restoration are eminent.

Your groans and roars and quickened pace, the agony and passion etched in your face.

I allow my zenith to bubble up from within, so that we may meet in love’s perfect sin.

At the peak of our throes, lightning crashes, thunder rolls.

Our pulses and tremors, heightened by the storm, I wonder breathlessly, of their symmetric form.

And when you rise to see me replete, allowing the rain to fall around us in a sheet,

I soak in the heat from your lascivious gaze, “I hope this weather persists… for days and days.”

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mine

kissYour breath mixes
with mine,

Your heart beats
with mine,

Your tongue dances
with mine,

Your lips mesh
with mine,

Your fingers entwine
with mine,

Your body connects
with mine,

Your moans harmonize
with mine,

Your arousal combines
with mine,

Your love tangles
with mine,

Your spirit agrees
with mine,

Your soul becomes mine.

 

 

Seduction

Whispered thoughts
breath against your ear
tiny kisses on your neck
sweet sighs and silky moans

Arms spin and wrap around me
fingers slip inside my sweater
nips of my earlobe and jaw
pinching my tight, pink points

Growls about patience
whimpers of frustration
your grin against my neck
pleads for more met with a laugh

Pressing me into the island
flattening my hands against the counter
I feel your desire against my behind
cannot stop myself from writhing

Pushing my chest down to meet my hands
leaning over me until lips meet ear
grumbles about patience, again
then hand meets ass with force

Three blows, each side
hard enough to sting
but arousal wins you over
as you pull me back up by my hair

Fingers dip inside my jeans
sliding inside satin thong
the ribbon, you call it
and chuckle again

Hand in my hair
slides down to my throat
fingers exploring my slick folds
cut short by the voice of a child

Don’t worry sir, don’t fret
the seduction will continue
all day and every day
I will seduce the fucking hell out of you…

Unwrapped at midnight

Exhaustion forgotten…
Spooning to spanking…
Soft touch to hard bite…
Sweetness trailing…
Kisses withheld…
Delicious pain…
Indescribable pleasure…
Climax…
Another…
Coaxing…
Requiring…
Demanding…
Too much…
More…
Please, more…

“It’s midnight… unwrap me…”

Obey…
Hard…
Fuck…
Yes…

Explode…

Unwrapped indeed.

Delicacy

There is so much ugliness in the world today. It overwhelms you, disgusts you and detracts from your perfection. 

I will be the beauty that diverts you from it. A muse to help you ruminate the delicacy of life.

With silky waves of gold and bronze, cascading around my soft, pale shoulders.

With cherry lips, curved in a pouty smile, and the curious tongue to wet them.

With clear turquoise eyes, that glimmer and shine, lined with curled lashes, entrancing you with my sultry wink.

With the sweet, pink blush that rises over my cheekbones, lighting my skin from within in my arousal.

With soft, heavy breasts peaked with velvety, pink pebbles, taught and begging for attention.

With the pleasant, hourglass shape of my frame, enhanced by my posture, as I own my femininity.

With strong, bare arms to control my delighting hands and gratifying fingers, all too eager to please and enchant.

With the curve and dip of my lower back, and glorious, round lift of my derriere, beguiling you with just a sway of my hip.

With the tapered, luscious thighs that beg to be parted, raising my calves on polished tip toe.

With the sweet, moist folds that divert all attention to the intoxicating pleasure which resides within my core.

I’ll stand before you, lips parted, glowing with desire, and impatient with need.

I won’t let the news keep you low, I will lift you up with my passion and lust.

I won’t let the world weigh on you, I will pluck it off with my love and kisses.

I won’t let the flaws of society hold you back, I will soothe and cover them with my devotion and affection.

Take in my naked loveliness and allow nature to take over.

Inhale the scent of my skin and allow your animal instincts to kick in.

Absorb my radiating arousal and allow attraction to course through you.

Touch me, feel me, kiss me, lick me, bite me, smack me, grab me, take me.

This is all that matters, you’ll see.

The delicacy after all, is me!