Laundry

I watch her, swaying and nodding, entranced by her task and whatever she listens to.  The sexy lilt in her hip and the way the tip of her tongue touches her top lip as she undulates and works.  Who would ever think folding laundry could be so erotic.  I can’t hear the music coming from her earbuds, but as she dances and shakes out one of my t-shirts, I know it’s something with a strong, slow beat. Her body rocks in an almost gyration, as her eyes close and she rolls her head in tempo, paying no attention to me watching her from the hall.  Laying her last shirt in the basket, she raises her hands above her head, the song pulsing through her, and her hips oscillate with new freedom.

The view is so arousing, I debate with myself about interrupting her solo performance, but decide to play the voyeur for a little longer.  She moves in such seductive, lush and graceful steps, she almost floats around the kitchen table.  Spinning and hypnotizing me, I notice the pull of her jeans against her lovely, round ass, the stretch of her t-shirt over her large, lifted breasts, and the sweet tranquility in her face.  I wonder which bra she is hiding beneath that thin fabric.  I wonder if she cared to put on panties today, her lazy day, when she often goes without.

I’m so mesmerized by her performance, straining against my own jeans and contemplating stroking myself, I don’t notice her dancing towards me until she is a few feet away.  She opens her eyes and smiles, never missing a beat, and I wonder how long she’s known of my presence.  Silly of me, really, she always senses me.  I smile back at her, positive my desire is visible in my expression, but she continues her dance, stepping to me and rotating her pelvis against mine.  She takes my hands and glides them over her breasts, slowly down her sides to rest on her hips, before slipping her hands up my chest to rest on my shoulders.

I cannot hear her music, but I feel myself start to roll to her beat. Drunk from the stimulation, my hands become brave, and wander to her delicious posterior, pulling her against me to increase the friction on my cock.  Her lips curl again at the edges and I hear a tiny hum in her throat.  Her eyes tell me she isn’t finished, that the dance must continue.  I release her, and she spins, pressing her ass against my full erection so that each magnificent fluctuation is a delectable stroke of my manhood. Her hands rise behind her and weave through my hair, pulling my head down to her neck.

I inhale the exquisite scent of her, a recipe of sweet, spicy and musky I would never attempt to decipher. I’m forcing my restraint at this point, desperate to touch, kiss and taste her, but not wanting to cut short this delectable moment.  As she turns again, the heat in her gorgeous blue eyes is unmistakable.  I lift my hands to her silky blond hair to pull her lips to mine, but stop as her temptation continues. Her infinite dance, tormenting me to a seemingly permanent state of arousal.

When she finally lifts her lips to mine, she whispers, “Sir, please…”  So sultry and full of need, but I anticipate there is more to her plead. “Help me take the laundry upstairs?”  

Her vixen smile and sassy request make me chuckle. Of course I oblige, who could resist?

I think I’ll watch her fold laundry more often.

Dark Dream

At the start of this dark dream,
I cannot hear anything but my voice.
I cannot see anything except myself.

I’m grasping in the blackness for you,
Pleading with you to speak to me.
Begging you to touch me.

I know you are there,
I can feel your presence.
I can sense you.

But you still don’t speak or reach for me,
I begin to cry and scream.
“Why don’t you want me?”

Finally I feel your grip,
As you tightly wrap your fingers around my throat.
As you viciously restrain my wrists.

I still cannot see you,
Something distorts my vision.
Something dark, thick and heavy.

“Why don’t you want me? Sir,
Tell me what you want.
Tell me what you need.”

“You don’t know how,” your voice is cold,
I cannot fulfill your desires.
I cannot be your charge.

You release me, but it feels as though you never had me,
I stand and await your command.
I do not remove the blinder.

I whimper into the darkness,
You beckon me to find you.
I anxiously set out towards your voice.

I sense your presence closer,
I reach you, knowing it, without touching you.
I fall to my knees at your feet.

“Why don’t you want me?”
The question hangs in the air.
You remove the mask from my eyes.

You sit before me, bathed in the darkness,
My flesh, untouched.
My lips, unkissed.

I search your empty eyes,
You do not see me.
You do not hear me.

You beckon for me again,
But I’m right before you.
If you’d just reach out, you’d feel me.

“Why don’t you want me?”
Your eyes pierce my soul.
Your tears sting as if they were my own.

“Please, Sir. You’re hurting me…”
Your gaze finally finds mine.
You finally heard me.

“I cannot truly hurt you,
That’s the draw, pumpkin.
You’ll have to hurt yourself.”

I actually would hurt myself for you,
I would do it everyday.
Because you can’t hurt me.

Because I need to be hurt.

Because you need me to be hurt.

Because you actually DO hurt me.

Constantly.

“Why don’t you want me?”

And then I awake,
My heart in my throat.
My nails digging into my palms.

Hurting myself.

For you.

The sadist in my dreams.

Seduction

Whispered thoughts
breath against your ear
tiny kisses on your neck
sweet sighs and silky moans

Arms spin and wrap around me
fingers slip inside my sweater
nips of my earlobe and jaw
pinching my tight, pink points

Growls about patience
whimpers of frustration
your grin against my neck
pleads for more met with a laugh

Pressing me into the island
flattening my hands against the counter
I feel your desire against my behind
cannot stop myself from writhing

Pushing my chest down to meet my hands
leaning over me until lips meet ear
grumbles about patience, again
then hand meets ass with force

Three blows, each side
hard enough to sting
but arousal wins you over
as you pull me back up by my hair

Fingers dip inside my jeans
sliding inside satin thong
the ribbon, you call it
and chuckle again

Hand in my hair
slides down to my throat
fingers exploring my slick folds
cut short by the voice of a child

Don’t worry sir, don’t fret
the seduction will continue
all day and every day
I will seduce the fucking hell out of you…

Unwrapped at midnight

Exhaustion forgotten…
Spooning to spanking…
Soft touch to hard bite…
Sweetness trailing…
Kisses withheld…
Delicious pain…
Indescribable pleasure…
Climax…
Another…
Coaxing…
Requiring…
Demanding…
Too much…
More…
Please, more…

“It’s midnight… unwrap me…”

Obey…
Hard…
Fuck…
Yes…

Explode…

Unwrapped indeed.

Delicacy

There is so much ugliness in the world today. It overwhelms you, disgusts you and detracts from your perfection. 

I will be the beauty that diverts you from it. A muse to help you ruminate the delicacy of life.

With silky waves of gold and bronze, cascading around my soft, pale shoulders.

With cherry lips, curved in a pouty smile, and the curious tongue to wet them.

With clear turquoise eyes, that glimmer and shine, lined with curled lashes, entrancing you with my sultry wink.

With the sweet, pink blush that rises over my cheekbones, lighting my skin from within in my arousal.

With soft, heavy breasts peaked with velvety, pink pebbles, taught and begging for attention.

With the pleasant, hourglass shape of my frame, enhanced by my posture, as I own my femininity.

With strong, bare arms to control my delighting hands and gratifying fingers, all too eager to please and enchant.

With the curve and dip of my lower back, and glorious, round lift of my derriere, beguiling you with just a sway of my hip.

With the tapered, luscious thighs that beg to be parted, raising my calves on polished tip toe.

With the sweet, moist folds that divert all attention to the intoxicating pleasure which resides within my core.

I’ll stand before you, lips parted, glowing with desire, and impatient with need.

I won’t let the news keep you low, I will lift you up with my passion and lust.

I won’t let the world weigh on you, I will pluck it off with my love and kisses.

I won’t let the flaws of society hold you back, I will soothe and cover them with my devotion and affection.

Take in my naked loveliness and allow nature to take over.

Inhale the scent of my skin and allow your animal instincts to kick in.

Absorb my radiating arousal and allow attraction to course through you.

Touch me, feel me, kiss me, lick me, bite me, smack me, grab me, take me.

This is all that matters, you’ll see.

The delicacy after all, is me!

Pearl necklace

Candlelight, oil, cinnamon and fingertips,
I create relaxation and some unnecessary romance.

I glide over every muscle, soothing every ache,
then ask you to turn so I can finish the dance.

I tease and taunt, the way you love,
then I stroke and lick, to really pleasure.

I twist and twirl, suck and swirl,
working hard for that taste I treasure.

You push and pull, taking control,
but you still hold back, savoring my whimper.

Then you pull me up and slam my hips down,
groaning then chuckling as you listen to me simper.

You have found your power, either in my touch or patience,
but I revel in it, pressing and squeezing, obeying every command.

My arms are raised, the push and pull of my hips,
you respond with new orders, insistence in your hand.

Moaning and writhing, seething and screaming,
my body gives way to your perfect design.

You force and coerce, drawing as much as you can,
until finally, my liquid limbs compel me to resign.

I fall to my side, breathless and out of my mind,
but you are not finished, completion unmet.

You turn to torture my pink pebbled points,
taking out your dissatisfaction on those two sweet summits.

My fingers attempt to please, but cannot manage a pace,
so you rise up above me, and I prepare my lips.

But you surprise me by straddling my chest,
forcing your throbbing cock between my tits.

You require me to hold them, and pinch my nipples tight,
while you slide between my breasts, dominating them completely.

It doesn’t take long, the pleasure so exquisite,
before you’re pulsing, climaxing, cumming so repletely.

Your fluffy white seed squirts across my throat,
coating my collarbone but missing my face.

And as you back down, you smile at me sweetly,
“You are lovely, my dear, wearing my pearl necklace.”

 

I am Sexy

When I stand in front of you, hip cocked, one foot wrapped behind the other leg, hands clasped behind me while I purse my lips, already curled up in a sheepish smile…

When I walk with purpose my hips swaying in that super feminine way that draws your attention even when I’m not trying…

When I glance at you from across the room, and I blush with a shy smile because you caught me…

When I stand behind you and stroke my hands down your back before wrapping them around you in a sweet and grateful hug…

When you catch me in just my bra and panties, and I catch YOU staring…

When I wait, patiently, with my hands on my hips, and a grin playing my lips, for my good day kiss…

When I cuddle next to you on the sofa, doing absolutely nothing sexy at all…

When I step out of my closet wearing a sheer, red nightie, tits lifted to the heavens, and my soft round ass peeking from beneath…

When you call me to ask a question, I giggle and sigh, making you hard just with my voice…

When I lie down beside you naked, squirming under the nook of your arm, and planting precious kisses along your scruffy jaw…

When you spoon me, and I give you one of those sideways lap dances that you adore…

When I straddle you, catching you by surprise, kiss you with the heat of “right now”, then stand and walk away, taunting you to follow…

When you hold my arms down and hover over me with that Non-kiss that I love to hate or hate to love, lips barely touching but stealing my breath…

When I pop in my earbuds and shake my ass around the block twenty times, then come home all worked up and oh, so fuckable…

When I lie on top of you, after orgasm(s) have left me with limbs made of Jell-O, and have another simply because you tell me to…

When I cum just from your kisses…

When I climb out of the shower, scrubbed, smooth and flushed…

When I lean over the table, just so you can catch a glimpse down my shirt…

And when I write out these words, the thoughts that fill my turned on mind, and imagine later tonight, when I have you all to myself…

I know it.

I am Sexy.

I no longer need to be convinced.

I want you

I still fucking want you. Just the same as so many months ago….

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20130225-103933I like Fucking.  

Lots and lots of it.

Lots and lots and lots of fucking.

Sometimes, I just can’t stop thinking about it.

A lot of times, I can’t not think about it.

Lately…

Yeah, ALL THE TIME!
You know, in the shower in the morning, while I’m making breakfast, in the car on the way to work, at work while I’m doing perfectly mundane things, in the bathroom… While I sit here, doing boring ass paperwork… Well, you get the idea.

It’s pretty much constant.

It’s kind of pathetic. And I’m kind of miserable, in a mid-life-crisis sort of way.

So, what can you do to make me happy?  What do I need?  What do I want?

I want you.

I want you to do bad things to me.

I want you to push me to my knees and fuck my mouth.

I want to be tired or…

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Desperation

Clinging to this strand of sanity,
Gazing upward at the strong, barren ground I lept from,
Then downward at the foggy, misty, opulent gorge below.

Only a silken thread holding me between the life I knew and the one I believe I desire.

But He still grips the ledge.
He will not slide down with me.

I slip further and further from him, as the thread stretches between us.
This strand of sanity threatening to break.

If he’d follow, we could slide down together, embark on this beautiful journey as one.

If the line snaps, I will free fall into oblivion.

I’ve already taken the leap, Sir.
I’m sorry I lept before you were ready.
I cannot climb back up.
Please join me…
Before it’s too late.

His perspective

I feel her curl up against my back, pressing her bare breasts into my skin. I know she needs her sleep, she hasn’t slept well in weeks. She scratches my skin lightly, those tenuous tiny circles that make me weak and make me hum. She slips her fingers up the back of my neck into my hair, making those circles there, too.  I hear myself groan and wish I could ignore her wiles.  Her lips touch my skin as she attempts another seduction tonight.  I tell myself to order her to sleep.  I tell myself to turn to her and gently tell her I can’t do this every night.  I tell myself to do anything but lie there, dismissing her.  But I do nothing.

She starts to relent, I know she’s feeling rejected.  But I still do nothing, I just close my eyes and allow the night to take over. I don’t understand why she seems to need something every single night.

I wake to her hands, still flowing over my skin, but more insistently.  She’s worked up, writhing and kissing the back of my neck. I glance at the clock, it’s 1:32 am. I wonder if she’s slept at all, but her fingers and lips and breasts on my back feel so good. Her wanting me. Her pleasuring me. When I turn toward her, those nails begin their journey over my chest and stomach. Her breath on my skin feels heavenly, and I realize she’s achieving her goal. I bend my lips to her, slipping my hand in her hair and dragging her into a deep hard kiss.

She moans into my mouth and my dick responds with a vigor that is unusual at this time of night. I push her hand down to feel, and her reaction is perfect. She wants it, pulling it free and worshiping it with her fingers and grip. She wants to use her lips and tongue, but I’m not done kissing her, so I hold her firmly. She whimpers against my lips and I want to hear it again, so I pinch and twist one of her nipples.  God, she’s so sexy when she’s worked up like this, making these noises.  I call her a slut and she practically cums just from my words.  

I decide to use her, the way she says she wants to be used.  I push her hands away and stroke myself, she watches and practically comes apart, again. “You want it, don’t you.  But you like watching me touch it.”  She moans and wriggles next to me, playing with her nipples and licking her lips.

“Fuck me with your tits, bitch,” I sound ridiculous, but she loves it.  She loves every second of it, and slides down on top of me, jacking me off between her heavy breasts.  Watching her, feeling her, knowing she’s not going to get any release from this, I think maybe I do like this.  I do enjoy having the power.  “I’m gonna cum in your face, slut.” I still sound like an ass, but it’s getting easier. And I love turning her on, getting her off, giving her whatever she wants.

As I get close, she’s moaning and whimpering, I love that fucking sound and blow my load.  It’s weak, she just sucked me off the night before, but two nights in a row! Maybe we’re getting somewhere. She thanks me. That feels weird, but she’s smiling.  She cleans me. She enjoys this. She likes me like this. She wants me like this. 

Why should I deny her the pleasure of pleasuring me? If it keeps her here, keeps her interested… I should act however she needs me to act.

I should be however she needs me to be. It’ll only get easier, right?

The kisses have. Those silly full blown kisses she wanted so badly each morning, now I even look forward to it. The way she looks at me after, and hangs onto me, and those noises…

The spanking has. That night I spanked her on the couch and finger fucked her until she was a quivering mess. That was awesome.

The humiliation has. The name calling and telling her what to do has gotten easier every time. I think I’m starting to like the dirty talk. It’s hot.

I don’t mind all the stuff we’re doing, but what if she keeps wanting more? What if I can’t be what she wants? What she needs?

If she needs me to tie her up… if she needs me to beat her until she cries… if she needs me to pleasure her for hours… and then clean her up after?

I’m not that guy. I don’t know if I can be that guy.

Maybe I just need to set the ground rules. She wants rules. She wants structure. She wants defined roles….

I have no idea what really goes on in my husband’s head. This is, of course, a guess. You tell me, Sir. Am I close?