Stress
Heaped upon by self created timelines
Give yourself a break
Show me
Tell me what to do
I WILL make it better, easier
Deep thoughts
Not now, not this night
Then when?
Show me
Tell me how to please you
I CAN, and you know it
It’s not changing
You know – It’s not going away
This is who I am
Show me
Tell me how to be your fantasy
If I can’t… I will die trying
Too much
No – Not enough, not nearly enough
Implosion
Show me
Tell me
Or let us implode – needs do not disappear.
I need you
I need your control
I’m wrecked trying to function without it
Show me
Tell me
Or watch me die
In this implosion.
MelDouleur.com 
It will come.
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Yes it will.
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Yes give yourself a break. This feeling is all too familiar. Thank you for putting it in words. Xx
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Stress
Heaped upon by self created timelines
Give yourself a break
Those opening words speak volumes. Throw the timelines out the window because that method won’t get you where you want to go. You’ll miss the joy of the journey and not appreciate the beautiful scenery along the way.
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Not my timeline, not my stress.
He imposes so much structure, order, etc. on himself, but won’t give me any. And won’t discuss his limitations.
This was a vent.
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Oh
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