Implosion

Stress
Heaped upon by self created timelines
Give yourself a break

Show me
Tell me what to do
I WILL make it better, easier

Deep thoughts
Not now, not this night
Then when?

Show me
Tell me how to please you
I CAN, and you know it

It’s not changing
You know – It’s not going away
This is who I am

Show me
Tell me how to be your fantasy
If I can’t… I will die trying

Too much
No – Not enough, not nearly enough
Implosion

Show me
Tell me
Or let us implode – needs do not disappear.

I need you
I need your control
I’m wrecked trying to function without it

Show me
Tell me
Or watch me die
In this implosion.

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6 thoughts on “Implosion

  1. Stress
    Heaped upon by self created timelines
    Give yourself a break

    Those opening words speak volumes. Throw the timelines out the window because that method won’t get you where you want to go. You’ll miss the joy of the journey and not appreciate the beautiful scenery along the way.

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    1. Not my timeline, not my stress.
      He imposes so much structure, order, etc. on himself, but won’t give me any. And won’t discuss his limitations.

      This was a vent.

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