Stress
Heaped upon by self created timelines
Give yourself a break

Show me
Tell me what to do
I WILL make it better, easier

Deep thoughts
Not now, not this night
Then when?

Show me
Tell me how to please you
I CAN, and you know it

It’s not changing
You know – It’s not going away
This is who I am

Show me
Tell me how to be your fantasy
If I can’t… I will die trying

Too much
No – Not enough, not nearly enough
Implosion

Show me
Tell me
Or let us implode – needs do not disappear.

I need you
I need your control
I’m wrecked trying to function without it

Show me
Tell me
Or watch me die
In this implosion.