I’m tired. Beyond tired.
I know.
This won’t last forever.
One day, I’ll feel the sunshine on my skin again and know that it belongs to me, instead of everyone around me.
One day, I’ll be kissed. Really kissed. And after, I will touch my lips and remember that I’m a woman.
One day, I’ll have silence outside of the shower or the living room couch at 5am.
One day, I’ll get to sleep until I’m woken by the warmth of the day, instead of the cold of the night.
One day, I’ll experience my life outside of this life that I’ve locked myself in.
One day, I’ll be loved. Not used. Desired. Not needed. Cherished. Not dismissed.
This won’t last forever.
One day.
This will all be gone.
Gone.
But then you will miss being needed. XO
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That’s the conundrum, isn’t it! 😉
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All things have a season, right? ❤
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Hugs dear
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Thank you, Sir
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Yes, it passes. The exhaustion doesn’t help. Hugs.
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No. It’s pretty much the exhaustion, period. I also should maybe not write in the middle of the night…
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Hugs, sweet Annie.
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Has it been so long that you’ve forgotten my name, Angel? ❤
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Giggles, yes, and I was wearing non-prescription sunglasses. You are lucky I had spellcheck on.
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And the chance for renaissance appears 💜
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🙂
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Hugs, and yes it will pass and then you will wonder…
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I wonder now! Can’t believe the baby is 10 months already. Thank you, sweetie.
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And my baby will soon be 29. I miss the days when he would lay his head on my shoulder after a hard day at school. Enjoy your precious little one!
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I miss you
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I miss you too, so much, Cinny! ❤
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http://cinnamonandsparkles.wordpress.com/2015/07/09/sisterhood-of-the-world-bloggers-award/
For you. When or if you feel up to it…. xoxo
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Thank you so much, sweetie! Love you!
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This post just breaks my heart Mel. I’ve been here before. The only difference is when I feel like this, I can’t even get myself to write. It’s good that you can still come on here and purge.
I hope that things have gotten better…? ❤
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